[5:52 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: Elwyn didn't really know why he was doing this, but perhaps it was the thought of seeing those monks he had heard about stirred soemthing in him. Maybe he wanted to try to satisfy some little curiosity he had, or maybe he just wanted to have some alone time for a change.
Of course, he didn't bring Michel or Pudding. The cold would be too much for the little kitten. As for Michel, he needed some exercise anyways...
The young monk stopped to catch his breath before taking a look at the sights from above. "...Did I really do all that walking...?" Elwyn sighed before deciding it would be best to take a break. He made his way towards the edge and sat down, not caring if he gets his robes dirty. The thing has already been stained with blood, sweat, and grime from all the battles he's been in anyways...
[5:56 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: He let the wind caress his face, he didn't really know what to say...or what to do...was it just the atmosphere getting to him? The monk just folded his hands and smiled to himself anyways, letting out a light chuckle. "...This is so unlike you, Elwyn..." He shuffled through his robes and brought out his old busted brooch. He thought about his time back in Nolore, his whole journey and his experiences, and why he was exactly here...
[5:58 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: Did he really want to do this? Couldn't he just run away? The chance was always there. Would the others really have needed him, despite his mistakes and blunders every now and then?
[5:59 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: "..." He looked back to his brooch. It was the only thing he had left of his old friend back in Nolore. Would it even be worth keeping this, knowing that it's one of the things that's truly holding him back?
[6:00 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: All of his friends have grown up to be fine people and are following their convictions, but Elwyn? He doesn't even really know what he's even here for...
[6:02 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: Perhaps it was time he knew what he wanted to do. To finally move on and find a purpose.
[6:03 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: Elwyn stood back up with a determined look on his face. The boy grasped the brooch and smiled. "...Sorry, Mio. But it's about time I started following them too."
[6:04 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: "I can't just rely on good luck charms and faith...it's time I rely on myself, too." He looked up from the brooch and into the fields below. "..." He mentally prepared himself for what he was about to do...
[6:06 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: "Rrrah!" Elwyn threw the brooch down below to who knows where. He had hoped that whatever courage left in it could help the as it helped him.
[6:07 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: For a moment, he felt that he was regretting what he was done...but that didn't last long. He felt relieved now that he let go. He was planning on getting rid of it, anyways.
[6:09 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: And he couldn't feel any better about this moment. He felt as if he could really do anything he sets his mind on doing. "Hehe...hahaha!" He couldn't help but feel giddy and laugh to himself.
[6:10 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: "Haha...ha...whew..." Elwyn calmed himself down as he took a deep breath. "..." He looked towards the sunset. "...You know what? Everything will be all right, after all."
[6:12 AM] Mango | Lord of the Castle: ====RP End====
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