[6:38 PM] Spooky Mika: Vivianna takes a deep breath, she was terrible bored...being stuck here was starting to get to her..She begins to make a small flower crown..a wedding...what would her dress even look like...ah maybe it was moving too fast...she bites her lip...
[6:39 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: Versailles walks by and sees Vivianna. "Vivianna! How are you?"
[6:42 PM] Spooky Mika: "Huh? Oh Versailles, I'm..doing better then ever really, how are you?"
[6:43 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "I am well. I've got to spend lots of time with Claire, so its not to bad." He smiled. "How have you spent your time?"
[6:46 PM] Spooky Mika: "I'm engaged..so I've kinda busy." She laughs.
[6:47 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "What?! Congratulations!"
[6:50 PM] Spooky Mika: "I know! I'm so very happy right now!" She grins.
[6:51 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Would you mind catching me up with everything?"
[6:53 PM] Spooky Mika: "Well what do you mean?"
[6:55 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well I guess, how you were asked, what your plans are. It is Sula you're engaged to correct?"
[6:57 PM] Spooky Mika: She grins. "Oh no it's Leodin."
[6:57 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "See, this is why I need catching up!"
[6:59 PM] Spooky Mika: She laughs harder. "I'm joking it is Sula..Well I ask after a night together..and plans...I..I have no plans yet.."
[7:00 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Haha, I see.." Laughing at her joke. "Well, I'm happy for you. As for the plans, what do you want to do?"
[7:02 PM] Spooky Mika: "I..I don't know..Do you think we rushed it..?"
[7:04 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well I don't know. 'Love has no limit in any dimension" he quoted. "It goes as fast as it goes."
[7:06 PM] Spooky Mika: "Yes but you and Claire...are still in the shy stage..and Elwyn told me he's only just making their thing offical."
[7:08 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Hmm... I don't mean to tell you how you feel, but maybe you are nervous? You have searched for so long that it feels unreal to be engaged?" He rubs his chin. "I never expected to fall in love, but for the exact opposite reason. I had never looked before."(edited)
[7:12 PM] Spooky Mika: "...Since we aren't as close as some other I know, I feel comfortable telling you this..but..I..I don't feel very much in love at this moment..Like I know I am..and I couldn't live without Sula..but if right now at this moment we were separated..I..I don't think I'd care much."
[7:14 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well... I don't know." He shrugs, "You know how you feel, and I'm glad you can share it. I feel whatever choice you make will be right, because you made it."
[7:17 PM] Spooky Mika: "I know..but I just need help...Maybe it's because I've never dated or experienced love before..so I just have nothing to compare these feelings too."
[7:23 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well, its weird for both of us. Before I finally started with Claire, I really only cared about my mother and my fellow monks, specifically my mentor. Loving a parent and loving your peers is very different from 'Love' though. That being said, I think it is almost an extension of that same love. I think it is because it is a connection that is so unique."
[7:24 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Love between the two in a relationship is based on those two people, and that love is based on their lives, their experiences."
[7:25 PM] Spooky Mika: "Oh..My parents didn't love me though..so maybe that's why I'm having a discontent.."
[7:26 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well, did you have close friends growing up?"
[7:28 PM] Spooky Mika: "Um..my maids took care of me."
[7:30 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "And you weren't close to them?"
[7:31 PM] Spooky Mika: She looks away. "Well they thought I was cursed so..no."
[7:33 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "I'm sorry to hear that... Well. what about your friends here?"
[7:34 PM] Spooky Mika: "Oh yes I have many here! But..I just don't know..I think I'll just ignore the disconnect."
[7:39 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well... Are you happy? Sula is a kind person, and you said you know that, but just now you feel apathetic. I think love can make you feel apathetic if you expect too much."
[7:42 PM] Spooky Mika: She blinks..."Oh..I am expecting too much..I guess this isn't how I'd see myself marrying and small part of me hates it. I'm happy Versailles, I really am..or am I lying to myself.."
[7:45 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "If you climb a mountain everyday, a hill will feel like a plain." He quoted. "You cannot expect love to fill you with emotion if you are not that emotional. I believe you when you say you're happy, but I think you might not be happy about certain things. It isn't always only one option."
[7:47 PM] Spooky Mika: She kicks at a rock. "I do love him but maybe we are going to fast...I think distance will do us some good."
[7:50 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: He nods. "I think you should tell him whats on your mind, if you haven't already."(edited)
[7:52 PM] Spooky Mika: "Tell him..no way..!"
[7:53 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "He needs to know, I'll help you if you need it."
[7:54 PM] Spooky Mika: "Again I won't..it;s not like he'll notice."
[7:54 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "He cares about you Vivianna. You need to tell him. He'll understand."
[7:55 PM] Spooky Mika: "I said no..everything will pass quickly..he won't even notice ok..telling him would only hurt him."
[7:56 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "It will hurt more when he finds out you didn't tell him."
[7:56 PM] Spooky Mika: "Why would it?"
[7:58 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "He trusts you, but not being honest with him will break that trust. A relationship requires total trust, and this could ruin what you have."
[7:58 PM] Spooky Mika: She starts laughing. "You really do not know Sula."
[8:00 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "I suppose not." He looks at her seriously.
[8:01 PM] Spooky Mika: "Besides what would I tell him..I love you but not as much as I do before we slept together?"
[8:03 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "No, that you need some time to yourself to think. That you don't feel right and you need a break."
[8:05 PM] Spooky Mika: "Oh that sounds better then anything I thought of."
[8:06 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Then you will do it?"
[8:07 PM] Spooky Mika: "....Sure."
[8:08 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Can you do it alone?"
[8:08 PM] Spooky Mika: "....I hope so."
[8:09 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Well, I can come if you don't feel confident."
[8:10 PM] Spooky Mika: "Oh but I don't want him to get the wrong thoughts."
[8:12 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: Versailles shrugged. "I am more than dedicated to Claire, if he cannot see that, I am surprised. But if you are willing to tell him, I will let you do it however you want."
[8:14 PM] Spooky Mika: "I..I think I'll do it alone."
[8:15 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Alright." He smiled. "I am glad to hear it. I wish you the best in whatever you decide during your time off."
[8:16 PM] Spooky Mika: "Claire and Kazama..are so very lucky.."
[8:18 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "We are all lucky in our own ways, I am lucky to have a friend who is open with me." he stretched out his arms for a hug.
[8:18 PM] Spooky Mika: She hugs him
[8:19 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "Thanks for the talk, I'll be around if you need me."
[8:19 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: "And I'm sure Claire will talk to you if I cannot."
[8:22 PM] Spooky Mika: She nods. "Yeah..thanks..I needed it."
[8:23 PM] Iron Lord spikethe3rd: He lets go. "Alright, until next time." He walked off.
[8:25 PM] Spooky Mika: ==END RP==
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